Fate never follows you, you have to follow your fate… there are some situations which force us to take decisions and that’s how we understand that life takes its own course.. and there’s little that we can do … Recently I got diagnosed with gall-stones and doctor suggested for a surgery ASAP  … A foray of thoughts crossed my mind after hearing this.. besides worrying about a “surgery” (which I was so happy to have avoided during delivery) .. my concern is my BABY, who is totally dependent upon me.

Then I decided that Sam needs to get familiar with top-feed, something which I wanted to put on hold till 6 months atleast. Gave him the bottle fo the first time … he didn’t realise that its something else,. and had it …. next day same thing… he took it again .. but on 4th day he realised that he has been fooled at night … and refused to take it !

The moment i gave it to him, he rolled the nipple in his mouth with his tongue and expelled it …. I had a tough time that night … ultimately i succumbed to his howling and crying !!! but then i realised that may b the milk got a bit colder .. so next time I warmed it a bit more and tried …. and Yes !!!! he took it !!!!! I took a sigh of relief ..

Atleast now if I dont get to feed him for 24 hrs after the surgery he would not remain hungry …. I hope he would do well while I undergo the operation ….